Ore no Rakuen.

Smile Like You Always Do.

2008-09-02T03:16:00.000-07:00

Hi there.

Am back to update this Rakuen over here.
Hmm, what can I say? Well, it's raining very heavily right now and probably I'll "open" my fast first before going to school to practice for Suntec Finals.

How I wish there was someone like Ohno-chan as my friend.
Daa~

Hear Your Footsteps

2008-08-03T11:22:00.000-07:00

What was it that I was looking for?

I realise that, I have to keep myself occupied.
With the things that I really want to do.
With what I really want to achieve.
The things that is necessary for me to obtain happiness.
To stay cheerful.
Surrounded with positivity.
All around me, I have to ensure that the people too... are adorable, passionate, happy-go-lucky.

What is it that I want?

I want to be someone independent, someone with a goal in mind...
I want a career, that will help me provide for my family.
It is soon my turn. My turn to take care of my parents.
Like how they did to me.
Like how they had covet me.
Like how they sheltered me.
Like how they spent for me.
But I know they're not asking for much, but being one of the children of such a humble couple...
That is all that I can do to repay.
It is known that a lifetime can't do much for all the things they had done.
But it's the least I can come up with.
To make sure they have the better of the best.
Where time permits.

Arjuna.

A Wish.

2008-07-19T11:47:00.000-07:00

A simple life.

Waking up to the rising sun, dew drops shining down from leaves, breathing the fresh natural scent, the morning hustle of neighbourhood residents.
Family breakfast, parents to work, us to school.
Accompanied with relaxing music during the bus ride to school's campus, responding strangers's smiles in acknowledgement.
Punctuality, efficient, alert, attentive, accountable.
Lunch with classmates, jokes in the air, laughter within the creation of a bond, understand each other better.
Promises made for tomorrow.
Bus ride back home. Greeting the welcoming greeneries throughout the walking journey, eventually reaching home safe and sound.
Parents return, dinner at 8PM, get-together-session, school revision and assignments.
Sleeps to recharge for the next day.
A day to look forward to.

It sure sounds nice.

Oh Snap.

2008-07-13T10:04:00.000-07:00

Hello there.
I'm back to update this paradise here. =)

I feel like the need to eat a bowl of maggie before I sleep. Maybe I'll do just that... but later.

Now I'm going to update a little about what has been happening recently so that in the future, whenever I'm bored, I'll be able to entertain myself by reading my past ramblings and laugh about it. Ain't that gona be fun? =)

Anyways, this is related to my previous post.
I've safely concluded that HE is nothing but an eye candy.
Well look at it this way.

He is fun to be around with.
Funny.
Has interesting opinions.
Is a pretty boy.

Note the last factor, "IS A PRETTY BOY".
And he is also just a partial figment of my fantasy.
Which is heh, in reality, is damn impossible for me to own.

Firstly, for my part... I have issues with commitment.
Number two, I haven't love myself enough to love anybody else yet.
On a third note, my emotional space has been taken up with the wasted feeling of feeling upset and lonely... felt that it could have been made more useful being occupied by elements like feeling the joy of dance and the will to work real hard on school work whereever it can be applied to.

So to conclude Ladies and Gentlemen, I shall put this what I call THE "love affair" aside and set the focus more on my interest on Dance as well as building the foundation to my future career being in the Hospitality and Tourism line. Yeah.

Gooooooooooooooooo Juna!

1/3 of my Actual Thoughts Out Loud.

2008-07-01T10:10:00.000-07:00

There's many billion times I tried to forget him, but I can't.
I've convinced myself a trillion times that he's just an infatuation, but it just fails mid way coz I can't stop but to keep on this strange crushy feeling I have for him.
Pretty vexed about it, coz everytime I think of how it would never work for us... I'm troubled.

Well, it isn't the first time that my feelings weren't answered for.
My pace has always been this way.
I've always given up before it even begun.
Worst still, I'm always the one who gets the rejection.
Somewhat or rather, I've grown to become used to it.

Even the guy who plays my significant other in the future, seems pretty vague.
I just don't know anymore. I feel like I shouldn't involve myself anymore in anything that has to do with affairs of the heart.

This feels so troublesome.
This feels so weird.
This feels so time-consuming.
This changed me.

Why do others have it so easily, and yet... it's so hard on my road?

Yes. It's probably me thinking too much about it, but you see... I just can't help but to think it that way.
Oh probably, I should learn to love myself first, before I shower any to other people.

Therefore, I shall make it official. There shan't be anybody else who worries me but myself, my family and my good friends.

And yeah, I'm fat and ugly... I'm saddened by that too.

At that Moment.

2007-11-25T11:15:00.000-08:00

My most favourite person has just turned 27 today. I hope he is coping well in his career and will continue doing his best effortlessly. ^_^

Reveal the Secret.

2007-11-20T08:01:00.000-08:00

Yes. You are my password.

Moshi Moshi Genki?

2007-10-30T10:14:00.000-07:00

Hi!
Currently I'm working at Watson's Punggol Plaza as a Trainee Sales Assistant. It's been more than one week I'm doing that job. Quite challenging, you know. And it test a whole lot of product knowledge and you have to be alert in everything... and STM ppl, lose out big time. Haha.
I havent got my pay yet and I'm low in finance right now. Transport fees are such a hassle to me, suddenly.
Man, I got to taste the 1/10 of my parents' hardship. I'm doing everything that I cn to help them out here, as well as save up money for nxt year's school application for a new course.

Because of work, I need to sacrifice a lot of my leisure time.
I'm suppose to do afternoon shift later, but due to shortage of manpower over at my workplace... I gotta do full shift coz of some promo changes. It's christmas soon, and things are gonna turn hectic. I'm so ready for any shit. BRING IT ON! Haha~
Because of work, speaking of leisure time... I bet I'm gonna miss out a lot of dance. But I've already discussed with Gina and we're planning to join Funka which is this coming January. Have told her that whenever possible, when I'm having off days or having morning shifts... I'll come down to sch and practice my dance skils so that I wont be stagnant. Yep.

Financially, I'm so worried... but I've planned out for the worst, so everything should b under control.
All I need now is for my health to not be in the way... I'm having a slight flu now, maybe coz it's the rainy season nowadays. So, gonaa have to drink plenty of water, enough rest... and shall blog again soon just to get myself updated.
Guess, that's all.
^_^

Yawns.

2007-10-12T11:15:00.000-07:00

Hi!
I shopped quite a lot today! This is so un-me.
Well, most of the shopping were more on my cosmetics, accessories etc.
Cheh, Arjuna buys cosmetics sia! 0_O
I'm tryna work out sth here... tryna change a little lifestyle here and there, nyahaha.
Anyways, I bought Zig Zag vol 5 too! OMG, I'm getting more in love with Flowers as well as RIBBONS!
^^
I want to learn how to make perfect looking ribbons. >_<

I experimented make-up by myself just now, I think it was pretty fun. Hehe.
The girl in me is here again, after so long it went to mountains to train. Haha!A bean of information!! ^_^ Koharu-chan style~
Okay go!

Dashing Prince

2007-10-09T09:14:00.000-07:00

Bus rides and iPod alibis are love... when you pursue no directions and have clueless destinations.

Follow Me

2007-09-29T18:59:00.000-07:00

Damn sleepy. ><

Anyway, good morning sunshine! Yesterday had a good laugh with my brothers and sister. Met Jie Jie and the rest after work. Went to eat at Long John. Before that I was strolling around Suntec and City Hall with no rhyme or reason. Haha. I was most tempted to go home looking at the time and my physical self at tat moment. But i wanted to give Jie Jie something after one hard day chionging dance. ^^

Now cruning "This Is Our Song" by Code Red.Such classics brings me to a reminiscence phase.
"Love's so beautiful~ so unconditional~ can't find the words to explain~~"

Hai! I shall go and continue with my task now! Blogger out! *Beams*

You Make My Back Shine.

2007-09-27T03:04:00.000-07:00

Hi!
Ne~~ pls listen to me. ^^ I'm most fond of Arashi's Captain, Oh-chan. He is just truly admirable to me. I just wish there is a guy like him looking my way.
Haha. I'm always dreaming on fat hopes huh. Well, it doesn't matter coz I'm totally in love!
(Tell me sth new about a Teenager's life, pls. Puh. -_-")

「>_<」　KYA!!
オレの大野。＾＿＾

俺の楽園

2007-09-25T22:52:00.000-07:00

Last week, I watched あずみ from Crunchyroll starring Aya Ueto. It's really a cool movie as well as touching. It's about a girl who has been brought up in a harsh life of man-eat-man world... Azumi is a top assassin. She has been trained since young with a bunch of other brothers who were taken in by an ex-general. Azumi as well as the other boys were victims of war aftermaths, leaving them orphans. They grew up and trained for a mision in the future, to assassinate the wrong authorities who have made life in Japan at that era like a living hell. Villages were destroyed, women were raped, men were beheaded and displayed, kids were abused... things you cn never imagine a human being could do.
So Azumi together with her "brothers" set off to put the authorities in their real places.
The ending is really a question mark... in a good way. Kind of like... I want it to continue on and not stop the story just like that.
The best parts are obviously the fighting scenes. LOVES!

Imagine a frail looking little girl mass-killing a whole town of bandits/hooligans! 最高だぜ！
Alright, I shall let you see Aya Ueto's かっこいいイメジ of Azumi. ^^

Okay!

Hi!

2007-09-25T00:19:00.000-07:00

Due to aki-no-haru being deleted, this is the sequel to it! haha!
Let me explain a little about my blogspot URL name.
Juna comes from my name, Arjuna.
no, in japanese is " 's ". Means a particle to say that something belongs to sth.
Jiyuu means Freedom, in japanese language.
And na~ is an additional particle to emphasize the meaning and intonation of the whole sentence.
Yup, this is such a rare first entry by me. ^ _ ^
Other than here, you can also visit my official online journal at Livejournal.
I hve other sub online journals too!
Here are the links! Douzo!

Juna @ Livejournal.
Juna @ Multiply.
Juna @ Wordpress.
Juna @ Xanga.
Juna @ Blogger.

Do visit back in your leisure yea! Looking forward!